:>Hi Hi Hi Everyone :>

Crazy 2010 is under way~I knew this year would consist of much change and progress yet I guess I had not realized how much.

It is an adventure, sometimes a pause or "one step back two steps forward" which still moves us towards a better place. Defining, redefining and evolving~ what ever you might want to call it. Things are in motion and I'm trying to decide what is best for zee girls and me. Focusing on positive things while admittedly feeling overwhelmed by some of the more negative aspects of my life. If it were financially feasible I'd be out west already working and living near Tam. Simply dust would be left from my fast ass exit. LoL I'm trying to eliminate the uggh. My roughly paved road is leading to a softer place, I hope. I am just moving cautiously as I need not make any stupid decisions. I've "been there done that" in my life.   I haven't the answers at present, just weighing, evaluating and researching what will be best.  I seek harmony first and foremost. Running the site without help is feasible when the home front and other parts of my life are calm. My candle has a gazzillion wicks burning and that is a hot situation when you are a pillar standing alone. Shooting my own content and editing is feasible to an extent in a candid genre yet difficult with the other hats I'm wearing. Many hats I'm cool with` I just need only one to be ablaze at a time keehee~ they need to take turns with this fire stuff!

I also have zero family helping or in close proximity so that is another issue. errrr I have shoots scheduled with Tam and will be having lots of fun new content coming your way down the road. In the mean time I do not want you to feel cheated by being a member of my site that is not updating on a regular basis. It is not feasible at the moment with my domestic changes underway and difficult environment. It was difficult enough when I had some technical help here. I went to ccbill asking them if they had a way to put a hold on Sweetie memberships and not charge you the reoccurring fee every 30 days. A stay, a vacation, something that would keep you a sweetie but not cost you anything until I get my location and new content sorted, edited and ready to publish to the site. They had no way to help me with this~ unfortunately. I was told I can go in and make you free~ extend your membership without charge but it will require I do it manually on each individual and also I can only do 5 days at a time with each person~~ which is tarded if yah ask me. What can yah do, yah know. So with all the research and ways to skin a putty tat it looks like I am left with the option of asking you to cancel your sweetie status until which time I have the new stuff ready to publish. You don't have to and the site is not going anywhere and I will be here working on it and adding to it. However I do not feel I can charge you at present with a reoccurring member ship with the unpredictable schedule with which things are being run right now. Integrity is far more important that any dollar amount. I respect your loyalty and friendship. With that being said I'll be trying to remove the Join button somehow while I work things out. I still have server, ccbill and fan club box costs but fortunately they are a tax write off.

I hope to keep everything live and available. I wish there were an easier way but I've looked around many ah corner and natta.

I'll be here working away on things and hopefully a more easily navigable site will emerge eventually. Right now I'm unable to find some things! LoL and I helped build this ting keehee

Now once you cancel you won't have sweeties access to the full site so I'll need to figure that out next. I've never done a vacation on a site nor have they (CCBill) lol guineapiggie land it is. So let's figure it out together~ shall we.  I'll do the best I can and hope you will be here for me on the other side of this mountain of change.

I appreciate all of you and am glad to have you back in my life. Wanna keep you in it too! Those who choose to maintain their membership during this crazy time I very much appreciate. I also feel you canceling is completely understandable at present.

I'm home schooling the girls, working on a relocate solution,  organizing content & boxes~~  editing ~~learning technical stuff as fast as I can ~planning new shoots and taking each day as it comes hoping the number of hats I wear can lessen but trying them all on as who else is going to wear them eh'~~

I am going to make this email available to you  

*****with the condition I do not get spammed

and it is used for sweetsamples website stuff 

I will check it at least once a week

 If I get tedious daily non consequential mail then I will have to rethink the entire idea. Please respect the email box for purposes of the site and direct vital contact with me.

BustySaRennaLee@gmail.com

 The more time I do email the less time I have to get naked, upload and edit content. I'm also on twitter as it is a mobile device that travels with me while I handle the responsibilities of my day to day life.

Yep I have a few

Shhhhh! Secret!!

All My Love, SaRennaLee